Sunday, December 11, 2005

It is official. I am burned out.

At first I was glad they gave us so much time between finals. And Lord knows I needed all the stdying time I could get.

But this is getting ridiculous. My first exam was on November 29, and the last one is on Tuesday. Take a test. Study for the next one. Take a test. Study for the next one.

I finished exam number 4 yesterday, and for the rest of the day found myself unable to study. Pretty much unable to read. Today as I tried studying for exam number 5, I found myself staring out the window, daydreaming about what I would do if I failed all my exams. Moving to Korea, getting a job at Barnes and Noble and winning the lottery all came to mind. My ratio of not studying to studying was probably 2:1. I've just stopped caring.

Also, I find myself literally pulling my hair out of my head. And I've started biting my nails again.

As I sit here writing this, when I could be reading some more about jurisdiction (personal? general? subject matter? huh?), I'm getting pretty sick of myself and my incessant whining. It's the desperation that's talking. Which will soon be replaced by utter joy and inebriation, 11:31 AM on Tuesday. If you call me on Tuesday, most likely I'll either be drunk, tipsy, or cleaning my room. All my favorite things to do after I'm done with exams.

I'm going to read some more Civil Procedure now. Or maybe I'll go take a walk. Except that its 2:20 am. Ok. I am going nuts. F*** studying. I'm going to bed. And visions of FederalRulesofCivilProcedure will dance through my head.

It's official. I've lost my mind.

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