I am going insane.

Now that school's out and I have a lot of free time on my mind, I've been sitting and reading and thinking a lot.

Usually mom's suggestions/hints/comments about me needing a boyfriend roll right off my back and into the realm of ewwwwwww.

But after meeting up for coffee with an old friend and finding out about her newly engaged status and wedding #1 of 2006, suddenly mom's offhand comment this morning about finding a nice boy wasn't so ewwwwww.

Instead, it was a little hmmmmm.

I think it's a holiday thing. I'm fairly sure as soon as school starts and the school insanity kicks in, my personal sanity will kick back in and the hmmmm will be replaced by the ewwwww.

But until then... don't mind me. I've lost my mind.